So exhausted I can’t sleep can’t believe I have to wake up in 6 hours and do the same thing all over again. I don’t have enough hours in my day to do everything. Woke up at 1130 today took a shower folded some more laundry then went to work for 11 hours now I’m just laying here until I bring my car to the shop then go back to work another 10 hours but then I only have to work 3 hours Thursday and I’m on vacation till Sunday!! Ugh so why am I so depressed today!? So stupid. I wish my mind could function normally.

FINALLY after waking up at 6am, driving home 2 hours from NY, working 8 hours and washing/putting away 3 loads of laundry it’s time for bed.
Now I’m off to sleep for 6 hours so I can finish shopping for camping, and work another 11 hours.
I CAN DO THIS.

I wish I could just know when to stop so I could quit with this word vomit and stop hanging on to someone who wants nothing to do with me.
Imsostupidicouldjustdie